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Jan. 26th, 2013 10:38 pmSo, today I met another person from the internet in real life. Actually the 3rd person. And I must say, despite the short meet, he is honestly my favourite.
We met at a small bistro in the Eaton Centre. I forgot the name but it was Italian on the 3rd floor. I don't think I can even begin to explain how nervous I was getting. My anxiety was reacting the night before and I had to call 3 of my friends to actually calm myself down. I had to take Benylin night time to fall asleep. I was literally crying for around half an hour before I passed out. But, regardless. I had an absolute amazing time. Dan was around 45 minutes late because he had to drive his sisters around. REGARDLESS THOUGH YEAH OK so right before my mom let us go spend time together, she gave me money because Dan kept offering to take me shopping. We ended up seeing a movie instead. Hansel and Grettle. (TERRIBLE BUT HE PICKED IT AND REGRETTED IT SO QUICKLY. No big deal though, our choices were actually only MAMA (horror) and this one. We were getting rushed so he just picked this one. Whatevever. We wanted the 6:15 show but the girl gave us the 7:35 show. We didn't look at the times on the paper before we actually went into the waiting area, I don't know what to call it honestly. But yeah, we had to wait 1 1/2 hours. We got to talk about a lot of things and he listened to everything I had to say. (which honestly makes me beyond happy) I don't have many people like that in my life who listen to me. I usually listen to others. I hate being the therapist of the friends. We talked quite a bit during the movie and complained too. I couldn't handle how absolutely terrible that movie was. THE KIDS DID NOT EVEN GET FAT. It was basically like the remake of Romeo and Juliet but with Hansel and Grettle. What ever though. It was 9:15 when the movie ended. The movie theatre was actually 1 1/2 blocks away from the mall we were at. It was -5 out so to me that wasn't a big deal, (I didn't bring a coat because I didn't expect us to be leaving the mall honestly!) but yeah. On the way out it became like.. -15 and he gave me his jacket to wear and ACTUALLY LIKE PUT IT ON ME DO YOU KNOW HOW SWEET THAT IS LIKE HE HELD IT OUT FOR ME TO GET MY ARMS AND I JUST ALSDJAIOSD YOU PERFECT MAN IM GOING TO DIE. And yeah, talked a lot back on the way to the bistro my mom was waiting for us at. Turns out the stores actually shut down at 7:00 and we thought it would close just at 9:00 but now I feel bad! My mom had to wait 2 hours for us, ugh.
We talked for around 30 minutes more then decided to part our ways. We took pictures of us together, but honestly he doesn't look the absolute best in photos aha, but he's so god damn attractive in real life, DUDE HES 6'4 I WANTED TO DIE AND I JUSTHSADKJHSUIFH IASDIJFOSDJOIFSDJIOS PERFECT BOY LITERALLY (◕︿◕✿) I gave him the absolute biggest hug possible and asked to see him again on Monday or even tomorrow if he's free. I just want him to know how much his existence means to me. He's basically an idol to me and it hurts knowing that he could be ... sick. Very sick.
When we got into the taxi on the way home I actually broke into tears while talking to my mom about him. I legit could not stop crying. God knows how I'm going to react when I have to leave Toronto lol. He's my happiness. Honestly. I don't want to leave it.
We met at a small bistro in the Eaton Centre. I forgot the name but it was Italian on the 3rd floor. I don't think I can even begin to explain how nervous I was getting. My anxiety was reacting the night before and I had to call 3 of my friends to actually calm myself down. I had to take Benylin night time to fall asleep. I was literally crying for around half an hour before I passed out. But, regardless. I had an absolute amazing time. Dan was around 45 minutes late because he had to drive his sisters around. REGARDLESS THOUGH YEAH OK so right before my mom let us go spend time together, she gave me money because Dan kept offering to take me shopping. We ended up seeing a movie instead. Hansel and Grettle. (TERRIBLE BUT HE PICKED IT AND REGRETTED IT SO QUICKLY. No big deal though, our choices were actually only MAMA (horror) and this one. We were getting rushed so he just picked this one. Whatevever. We wanted the 6:15 show but the girl gave us the 7:35 show. We didn't look at the times on the paper before we actually went into the waiting area, I don't know what to call it honestly. But yeah, we had to wait 1 1/2 hours. We got to talk about a lot of things and he listened to everything I had to say. (which honestly makes me beyond happy) I don't have many people like that in my life who listen to me. I usually listen to others. I hate being the therapist of the friends. We talked quite a bit during the movie and complained too. I couldn't handle how absolutely terrible that movie was. THE KIDS DID NOT EVEN GET FAT. It was basically like the remake of Romeo and Juliet but with Hansel and Grettle. What ever though. It was 9:15 when the movie ended. The movie theatre was actually 1 1/2 blocks away from the mall we were at. It was -5 out so to me that wasn't a big deal, (I didn't bring a coat because I didn't expect us to be leaving the mall honestly!) but yeah. On the way out it became like.. -15 and he gave me his jacket to wear and ACTUALLY LIKE PUT IT ON ME DO YOU KNOW HOW SWEET THAT IS LIKE HE HELD IT OUT FOR ME TO GET MY ARMS AND I JUST ALSDJAIOSD YOU PERFECT MAN IM GOING TO DIE. And yeah, talked a lot back on the way to the bistro my mom was waiting for us at. Turns out the stores actually shut down at 7:00 and we thought it would close just at 9:00 but now I feel bad! My mom had to wait 2 hours for us, ugh.
We talked for around 30 minutes more then decided to part our ways. We took pictures of us together, but honestly he doesn't look the absolute best in photos aha, but he's so god damn attractive in real life, DUDE HES 6'4 I WANTED TO DIE AND I JUSTHSADKJHSUIFH IASDIJFOSDJOIFSDJIOS PERFECT BOY LITERALLY (◕︿◕✿) I gave him the absolute biggest hug possible and asked to see him again on Monday or even tomorrow if he's free. I just want him to know how much his existence means to me. He's basically an idol to me and it hurts knowing that he could be ... sick. Very sick.
When we got into the taxi on the way home I actually broke into tears while talking to my mom about him. I legit could not stop crying. God knows how I'm going to react when I have to leave Toronto lol. He's my happiness. Honestly. I don't want to leave it.
